pretty on the inside

How my ED brain works-

Me: *gets a question wrong*
Me: uh oh...
ED brain: that was stupid
ED brain: you're stupid
ED brain: you don't know anything
ED brain: you're worthless
ED brain: YOU'RE FAT AND DISGUSTING AND YOU SHOULD NEVER EAT AGAIN BECAUSE YOU DON'T DESERVE IT AND YOU'RE A BAD PERSON AND EVERYONE HATES YOU AND GO DIE IN A HOLE.
Me: ...
Me: ...
Me: well that escalated quickly...

decoratedstars:

My body is not meant for a thigh gap. This picture is for all the girls who are trying to attain a thigh gap and are inspired by all those #thinspo #thighgap pictures. These were taken 30 seconds apart. Anyone can make it seem like they have a thigh gap, so please don’t take those pictures seriously. Love your body, no matter your structure. #healthy #bodyimage #weightloss #getfit

el-leon:

GOD BLESS THIS PERSON’S SOUL. IT’S TRANSPARENT.

IT LOOKS LIKE IT’S CLIMBING DOWN MY BLOG. CRYCRYCRY.

When someone says they want to be anorexic:

thedisorderedlife:

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achieving-beauty:

so yeah this goes for 80% of the people in my life.

I didn't pat her belly because it was chubby. I wasn't even thinking of that. She isn't a fat kid and I wasn't insinuating that. It's baby fat.

Anonymous

fair enough. I don’t know what you were thinking I just responded based on what I read in the post. I think kids are quite sensitive to things like that though and based on her response it sounds kind of like she thought that you were insinuating she was fat.

imperfect-insanity:

Today as a friendly gesture, I patted my nine year old cousin’s chubby belly.

She looks at me and really seriously goes “I’d rather be fat than skinny. There are some girls in my class, when they wear bikinis all their bones stick out. It’s gross.”

I didn’t have the heart to answer her.

Everything she said contradicted my mindset.

How would this be a friendly gesture?? I don’t get how someone who understands body image issues would think patting a young girls “chubby belly” might not effect them. I feel like those little gestures are where it all starts. I have those memories… a friend jokingly poking my love handles when I sat down, that memory makes me literally want to puke. I feel sick at the thought of something that lasted two seconds and no one thought anything of.

ohhowiwannabefit:

lol i did the Michael Jackson dance thing